不對位的對位法

我看到的一切
永遠都只能讓我更依賴我所看不到的
日本人說的「一生懸命」
我到現在
真的完全體會了

雖然接受試煉是我自己的選擇
理應要樂於接受
尤其這讓我所學到的
是我失去的所完全無可比擬
但即使明知道這種想法很不應該
我必須承認：
在表面偽裝出的堅強下
有時候
我還是會說些附中症候群病患的流行語
(現在是「What the hell」)
然後希望自己什麼也看不見
而不必面對這樣的處境

一切都要感謝主
這半年多以來的恩賜
讓我明白了自己有多脆弱、
有多缺乏信心、
有多容易被擊潰

往後
我會更努力的鍛鍊意志
更堅強的面對攤在我眼前的一切挑戰
以求不辜負祢施予的恩典

It's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you

Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong

I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you

Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why
I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through?

Cause It's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies

When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feel like everything is out to make me lose control
Cause It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you,to you

「一旦上路，你就不能再回頭了。」

我會繼續走下去，

直到彩虹橋的另一端。